I never know what life is going to hand me next, but then again, no one does. It's unpredictable and scary, but we all go through with it. Judy kicked me out of her house due to my room not being clean enough. Makes no sense, right? But oh well. Nick and Kevin are nice enough to let me stay here for a short stay. The relationship is going good for ( Read more... )

I have a lot of unrational fears and self loathing. I fear I'll screw this relationship up most though...

Out of all the people he misses, I'm the one my brother misses the most. That really makes me happy. I've never been more proud of a person than I am of Jeremy right now. I fly out Jan. 1st to San Antonio for his graduation and fly back Jan. 4th. I can't wait to see him.

Her telling me she misses me so much makes me smile like a doofus.

Well, karma has struck me again. Goddamn dear runs right the fuck in front of my car. Tore it all to hell and back with it's goddamn retarded self. Thanks god! I guess being a good human gets you shit on these days. Nothing makes sense to me right now. I have a god awful cough, no job, running low on money, losing some friends, all kinds of crap ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting outside the brickhouse waiting for Sara, and the band that is playing is... Atrocious. That's the one word that semi-describes the god awful dreck this band calls "music."

I remember when I came to this place, bands actually could play their instruments, not whail on them like a retarded monkey. What happened to something I love? ( Read more... )

I'm bored and my lip is annoying me like balls. That's all.

Okay, so my car decided it was going to die on me tonight on my way to Sara's house. Not sure what is wrong with it, but it pisses me off to no end. I just wanted to watch Donnie Darko with her and have no cares in the world, but god fucking forbid that. Though, Nick, Sara, and I went to see "Soul men" which was pretty funny. Rest in peace Bernie ( Read more... )